Friday, April 27, 2012

Act like a Boy 5


Act like a Boy or else …

by Lesley Renee Charles

Chapter 5

“Well my daughter, for that is what you are and what you will remain, I am the Master here. Your fate lies in my hands.”

“Dad, why have you done this to me your own flesh and blood son?”

“You were always a disappointment to me. You always acted girlish and had no interest in football, baseball and other manly pursuits. You also were a failure at picking up girls. I was deeply ashamed by your unmanly behavior. So I decided you would be my first experiment in my new order. I want to go back to when men were men and were the heads of the household. If a man cannot live up to that then he has a choice to be somewhat manly and be considered a gay bottom. If he can't make that cut then he will become a woman, legally as well as physically.”

“Does that mean that I cannot go back to being a man gay or otherwise?”

“That is what I mean my dear daughter. You will begin training to act like a woman from now on. Given your past behavior that shouldn't be too hard for you. You will learn all the tricks to running a home and keeping your man satisfied. I think you will make some man a great wife.”

“What if I don't want to marry a man? What if I am still attracted to women?”

“Don't make me laugh. I don't think you were ever attracted to women. I wish you would start to be honest with yourself, my dear girl. Your mother told be about your stash of Playgirl magazines, so I know that you are attracted to men. Your mother has also mentioned to me that she thinks you have gone through her lingerie. Also, you chose the gaff, no one made you wear it. You could have stopped your feminization at any time. You went along with it and I must say that you make quite a lovely woman.”

“You view women as less superior than men then?”

“No, I do not. It is my goal that if a physical born woman acts like a man, then she will become a he. You have met a few of them, as some of your escorts are female to male transformees.”

“So there is no hope for me to go back to being your son?”

“No, you are now my daughter in my mind and will be treated with the rights and respect due a woman. Now this conversation is finished. You will be taken back to your new bedroom. Also your new name is Michelle Marie Smith and you will never be called Michael Mark Smith again. As you can see I have feminized your old male name. Hope you like it Michelle, if not oh well.”

I was led back down the corridor to where my cage used to be. It was now a furnished bedroom, with a canopied bed. There was a vanity set in one corner. All the furniture was painted a very feminine white. The walls were painted in a lilac color. The bed was covered with a lavender bedspread.

I threw myself on the bed and started to cry. I could not believe that my own father betrayed me like this. I knew I was a disappointment to him as he was a very masculine man, but to go so far and feminize me into his daughter. I wondered how far he was going to take it. I wondered if I could find a way out of this horrible situation.

Yes, to be truthful to myself, I did try on my mother's clothes and found I loved the feel of them. I also am attracted to men. I did not know that my father knew this, but now I can see that maybe that fueled his plans for me.

I guess my dad feels if you can't have the masculine son you want turn him into your very feminine daughter.

2 comments:

Roland said...

Dear Lesley,

this is a most interesting part of the story. And also quite complex, as it reveals some very intimate details about a father-feminized son-relationship, including some psychological background. But as hard as the measure of his father seems, my conclusion is that he still cares a huge lot for his now daughter, including the love of a parent for his offspring as the most important thing of all.

I think Michelle was never really honest about herself, but now is forced to look at herself, the woman she became due to her deep inner desires. To reveal it that way, almost brutally, might be a shock for her, but maybe it is really the best thing to do. So many people fight for being accepted for what they really are by their family, now we see it the other way around. And would she have regretted the time before taking the step for her herself to full feminity? I assume so, so this burdon is taken from her shoulders. She now "only" has to deal with self-acceptance, embracing her situation fully and starting to really love it fully. I very much hope that she succeeds to do so in no time.

Many thanks for writing such highly inspiring story!

Sincerely,
Roland

Lesley Charles said...

Thanks Roland. I am so very glad that you are enjoying and getting something out of my story.