Act like a Boy or else
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by Lesley Renee Charles
Chapter 8
I guess I should fill you in on my
family. I am the middle son, I guess now the only daughter of my
parents. I have an older and younger brother who fit the more
stereotypical role of male. I was always on the more delicate and
feminine side which of course drove my father.
My father, Samuel Smith, is a man's
man. He likes to workout in the gym. He loves to fix and repair
cars. He is into Football, Baseball and Soccer. He played them
while he was in school. He built up a very well-known chemical
company which is how he made his billions. He has enough money to
buy most of the world's governments if he chose. As you can tell he
has very old-fashioned opinions on the roles of men and women. He is
usually loud and overbearing and usually gets his way. I hope to
change that somewhat especially with what he has planned for the new
feminine me. I don't mind becoming a full female, in fact I think
that I really will enjoy that. I just don't want to be totally
dependent and submissive to any man. I want to be an equal partner
to him and share our lives together. I want to be loved and
respected and not seen as just the help.
My mother, Rose Smith, is a lovely,
maternal woman. I am very close to her as I took after her
physically. I am small and slender like her. We are also a lot
alike personality wise except that my mother tries to be subservient
to my father. I know it bothers her but my father has her so
browbeat and intimidated that she doesn't fight back. Don't get me
wrong my father has not hit her, but he does tend to use a little
verbal intimidation when necessary. On the sly, my mother has taught
her sons to respect and treat women better than my father does. This
has been successful with my brothers and me. I am a strong proponent
for equal rights and always treated women with the respect they
deserve.
My older brother, Alec Smith, is your
typical 22 year old male. He played Football and Baseball in high
school and college. He is 6'4” and very muscular in build. He has
a wonderful girlfriend whom he treats with respect and they are
equals. This part drives my father crazy but as Alec is all man, my
father lets it go. I wonder how Alec fits in with my dad's new
kingdom. Alec graduated from college with a business degree. He is
the vice-president in my dad's company.
As for me, as you already know, I am
slight in build and can easily pass for a woman. Ever since I could
remember I used to wonder what it was like to be born a girl. That
was something I tried to hide from my dad, but I guess he caught on.
I loved to play with dolls and had quite a few girls I grew up with
that I played with their toys. When I was in my teens I used to
sneak into my mother's closet and try on her clothes. I loved to
wear them and loved her high-heeled shoes. When I got my own
apartment, I did start to buy my own feminine clothes that I loved to
wear. I was asexual in my feelings to others. I really do not care
about sex which drove my father crazy as I did not go out on dates.
My father hates to see men act unmanly and feels that if they can't
act like a man they should become a woman.
My younger brother, Carl Smith, is
sixteen and still in high school where he is Captain of the Football
team. He has a girlfriend whom he also treats like a queen. He is
6' and still growing. He can devour an entire table full of food and
go back for more. He is more quiet than my other brother but still
likes to tinker with tools.
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